Chapter Change Commissions


A VIP personalised experience to create a painting inspired by YOU

Imagine having something beautiful created JUST FOR YOU that helps you remember who you are and who you wish to be daily

Visualise the daily joy of seeing an original artwork that connects you to yourself, your memories & your intentions and dreams for the future

For you to capture & honour the moments you have had.

The moments you are having & those you are going to have.

For you to have a living work of art that evolves with you AND anchors you to your intentions, values and heart.

If you’re looking for something creative that expresses the unspoken connection you have with art, life & spirituality

I invite you to experience my Chapter Change Commissions.

Commissioned paintings are for

✨lovers of colour

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✨have an instant YES when you see my paintings

✨Can’t decide/choose which of my original art you want to buy

✨Trust my connection to creativity and we have a resonate connection when we chat in person / Skype

✨Are EXCITED about what we will create together - your heart, my hands

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Your Painting is made with my hands...

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Are you ready to transform your home into a joyful & mindful space?

If you’re ready to gift yourself connection & beauty & a daily creative reminder

Fill in the application form here:

& let’s schedule a discovery call to see what we can create together!

p.s Yes! If you want a larger size or even custom sizes or you want the full commission experience of art with booklet and unveiling party. Please connect with me anyway to chat and I’ll give you a September special too. 😘

Brenda Mangalore
The Messy Middle

⚡️The messy middle: ⚡️

The period where you look around and all you see is the mess, 
the Resistance & the foggy swirl of doubt & unknown. 
Where you fear you have failed, 
where you doubt your ability to move forward,
where you can’t seem to find the light & feel tempted to give up. 

🔥Don’t give up🔥
🔥Don’t start over🔥

You’re just in the middle of the story!

Don’t make it the end of the story!

Take a breather if you need
Regather your strength

So you can remember your faith

Your trust in yourself
Your faith in creativity
Your connection to the calling & that big picture you’re working on.


Know you WILL find your flow again

Know you WILL find the light

Know you ARE on the right path, 
this temporary darkness is a chance to practice faith & rest.

You may only be shown one tiny step forward - take that step.

You may only be shown a random side step (or even backwards) - take that step

Each awkward, weird, so-tiny-it-seems-insignificant step forward you take will bring you through this time.

On the other side of this messy middle is incredible flow, new insight & inspired creation waiting to be poured through you.

- x Brenda -

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Brenda Mangalore

Pursue presence
Pursue progress
Pursue connection
Not perfection

Dare to dream big
Dare to let go of doubts
Dare to claim what is already available and shine without a cover

Your work, your art is just a platform
A playground to shine
To create
To give to more people
More impact
More influence
More inspired actions

Inspired hearts and minds
Inspired transformation
Inspired lives of abundance

Lives of joy
Lives of giving AND receiving
Without guilt
Without burden
Without capping the possibilities of more




p.s Art can serve as an anchor for self-expression in your home! 

Add to your art collection with a Limited Edition print from my Glimpse Collection (like the above image!) where I showcase a section of an original painting for a different perspective. 

Plus it's in affordable frame sizes if you're just starting your art collection!

CLICK HERE to Shop the Glimpse Collection & other painting prints here

Brenda Mangalore

Do you ever wonder when it was that you decided to follow some ‘rule’ that says you have to add MORE and be MORE and do MORE before you can be enough?

What if you already ARE enough and the MORE you add just for ‘enoughness’ actually makes it shit?

What if the simplicity and white space is actually HARDER and requires MORE skill/discipline/capability than the ‘more-ness’?

What if the simpler version, the first instinct/original one full of your intention is JUST PERFECT in all its IMPERFECTION?

At the very least it gets done. AND it gets released!



Asking the right questions can change your thinking AND your ability to get from Stuck & Resistance to FLOW and FUN. All in my booklet! 
I am working on giving you as much value as I have AND still keep the white space you’ll need for transformation! 
That is MY intention! 

"COLLECT CULTIVATE CREATE— Connecting with the creative process in your work & life" The coupon code works again!

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As it's been the case the whole process of writing this booklet (COLLECT CULTIVATE CREATE - - see code below for 50% off) 
I have been, or I got to, experience each stage of the cycle I was writing about on a deeper level. All the flow AND all the struggle with Resistance.#artistlife!

So I had previously talked about the two things to let go in order to allow flow to flow back in - You have to release Guilt & Perfection.

After you've already (FINALLY!) started, 
after you get into that first-brushstroke-on-the-canvas flow,
and then you’ve finally overcome Resistance that inevitably shows up after that first flush of flow…(by releasing Guilt & Perfection)

There are 2 things you need to allow the flow to continue flowing

trust &

Trust in the creative process. 
Trust that you ARE capable and you DO KNOW what you’re doing. 
Trust that when you hold your good intentions in your heart and ask the question: What do I need to do next? — the answer you’re given is the ‘right’ one.

And Patience that the next step may not be THE last step. 
Patience that you may not see the final big picture until much later. 
Patience means keeping the faith that your trust in the process will inevitably lead you to the destination you’re aiming for.

Here is an excerpt sneak peek (still editing!) from the booklet that I felt called to share talking about this:

Sometimes, you’ll have to surrender something you like in create space for something you’ll love. This is a scary and frustrating thing! Many times, I don’t know why I have to cover up a section of a painting that I had JUST previously been ‘instructed’ to work on! And annoyingly, I won’t see the ‘something I love’ until many many steps later. Again, this is where you have to trust. Trust the process and act on the answers you’re given.

The thing about trust is that it requires you to keep trusting all the way. The process doesn’t work if you take that next step forward, and then immediately question the ‘correctness’ of that step. Maybe something happens that looks ‘wrong’ or the picture doesn’t look like what you were hoping for. Or worse, the step you took made it look ‘worse’. 

What if there is no right or wrong step? — only A step that you take which will lead to the next one and the next one. Only by taking a step will the next one be revealed. Who knows — it was ONLY by taking what you thought was a ‘wrong’ step, that the next step COULD BE revealed which leads you to where you ACTUALLY WANT to go!

When you doubt your decision after you’ve ALREADY stepped forward, you just slow your progress. You end up stepping backwards again to ‘try again’ or to ‘try a different way’. That means you stay in the same spot, too scared to step forward. No way of going back. All you have is the messy, incomplete picture in front of you.

You block any progress or new insights that could only be gained from the next step’s perspective. 
Looking backwards in regret because the picture you see before you doesn’t look like what you’re working towards?

You need a little patience! 

Sometimes it doesn’t come together until the very very end. 

So you need to hold the faith and keep moving forward. Questioning your decisions, doubting the step forward you took means you also lose connection to that inner voice that was giving you the answers. 

Losing that connection means you also lose your flow. You lose the creative juice you’ll need to overcome the next hurdle, the next level of Resistance. You lose the ease and JOY to complete what you were working on and that big picture you’re working towards. Yes, you totally could finish the work. But without that flow and JOY? It will be reflected in the work. 

Plus, who wants to only create work that ONLY feels hard and forced and disconnected from yourself, your intentions & creativity?

So now you’re doing that dance - you’ll notice that it starts to slow down… you’re looking at the big picture for longer and longer. The answers to the next steps get smaller and smaller. Soon…you know the flow is slowing down because it’s time for the next stage. 

To listen for that small still voice…


The next stage I'm working on is going to be a fun one. SABOTAGE & knowing when something is finished. 

So…PERFECT because that's what I'll be going through next. 
The finishing part I hope. 

Not the sabotage…

I'll be using (and sharing in the booklet) all the tools and tricks to support me during this time to minimise any self-sabotage that may come up and get the booklet finished!

So get your copy of the booklet now on preorder while it's still 50% off! 

It's almost finished and when it's released it will go back to it's retail price $22

Use code: PREORDER for 50% off

Madison Whiteneck

i'm going to do all the things!

Is that what you said to yourself?

Be better. More disciplined

More adventurous
More brave
More focused
Shine your light more

Finish more projects - cross off that to do list
Eat more veggies.

Just generally BE MORE....

or maybe, like me, you WANT all those things but January is almost finished and the doubts are starting to creep back in.

Resistance is showing up AGAIN

The distraction and Netflix binge is happening more and more

The GUILT is the real killer...

Let's not. Let us embrace this time. Let's embrace both the ambition AND go with the flow that is this creative journey. Which, our lives IS a creative journey. And like any creative process, the Resistance and ALL THE's part of that process.

Let's embrace it. Let's look at Resistance as a gift!

This year, I am as ambitious as ever.

My intentions are to shine my light MORE

To paint MORE

To show up & show myself MORE

To share and hold space for YOU to shine & show up and do MORE.

So that's where I'm at. 

For you that means... 

  • More paintings to enjoy. More art to add to your collection or to finally get your hands on an original.

  • More videos and trainings and fun VLOGS to enjoy!

My new art is VLOGS... and generally just showing more of me, my life as both artist & mama. Embracing my current season of life and my own story of mamahood, artist life & biz boss lady.

  • More ways to work with me! New commission process for an intimate, personal experience of art and your current season of life.

So come join me! In sharing more of me my hope is that it will be valuable for YOU to see your creative journey, connect deeper to your creativity & learn new ways of working with the Muse in your work and life.

Plus creative mentoring -- if you need someone to be your sacred space holder for you before, during & to birth your creative projects. I'm gonna be your creative work/big dreams mid-wife!

SUBSCRIBE TO MY CHANNEL: Brenda TV -- Studio Diaries VLOGS --This is where I'll be sharing my Studio Diaries VLOGS -- a Behind the Scenes look at life as an artist & mama. 



I share daily-ish writings, trainings and just general creativity chats to get you thinking of your art, work & life from your creative heart. 


My latest videos:
3 questions to ask when you hit the Messy Middle (aka. Resistance)

TIMELAPSE - I had been struggling with Resistance and then when I had worked through - I had a day of FLOW which resulted in a painting (AND I remembered to record it!)

Right now I'm writing COLLECT CULTIVATE CREATE (scroll down below for more info!). I'm working on the section about Resistance and Flow so my latest videos cover this topic. Though, to be honest, I think I'll be talking about that over and over!

Such a huge part of the creative process!

Don't forget,

You ARE worthy of your big dreams. Dare to take it seriously & take the next step now.

x Brenda

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Collect Cultivate Create


Did you know the creative process is pretty much the same REGARDLESS of what you create?

Do you want to know how to work through each stage to finish creating your masterpiece?

Want to transform your mindset and change how you see your creative practice?


where your creativity is a habit not a skill

A habit & practice that nurtured both your work AND your life!


How do you stay creative & keep your creativity producing CONSISTENTLY?

Do you stop half way with your work and hit Resistance, not knowing how to move past it?

Want to learn the way an artist (me!) sees this part of the cycle as something to look forward to?
As something to embrace?


Want to learn how to move forward from that Messy Middle?



It’s a cycle that has clear stages and every part has its own hurdles to cross. From how to start, the Messy Middle and how to release it.

It's not just MY cycle! I've learnt it's really a mirror for YOUR creativity. By seeing my story, you will get an insight and new perspective on how to see AND work with YOUR creativity and how you show up in your work and life.

Along with my creative practice in connecting with my creativity. 
I share how you can collect inspiration and never run out of ideas

How you can cultivate your creative garden - to create that habit remember?

And how you create your masterpiece that’s calling you to release for the world

Use coupon code PREORDER to get 50% off before it's officially released!



Madison Whiteneck

THE 2 THINGS TO LET GO TO GET TO FLOW when you’ve been stuck in Resistance

I’ve been getting annoyed at how little work I was getting done - half is mum life but honestly, it was mostly Resistance showing up in ways that I, of course, needed to experience again to learn deeper lessons so I can add to my booklet in richer ways.

(So I write this for you at 5am in the morning, but as always, it is a reminder and encouragement for me too!)

These aren’t new — more like rediscoveries. 

Like, of course! Why didn’t I think of this? I already know this!

You just had to remember this feeling, you needed to remember this feeling of stuck AND the joy of release into flow. That’s why. 

The two things to let go:

    • (1) GUILT

You’ve been resisting the Resistance and falling for its lies. Which are really lies you tell yourself. 
So you’ve tried to overcome it by resisting it and forcing your way through

Because you’re superwoman! You CAN when you WILL yourself and DO IT ALL

But remember... Resistance is a gift. And this time is for you to pause and look at the bigger picture. 

You have been trying to do both mum and work at the same time. 

As in literally at the same time. 

I know you multitask’re a mum & it’s the only way to get it all done. 
I know you ARE both mum and biz/creative lady. 
But literally at the same time WHILE you’re stuck in Resistance?

You totally SUCK at both! (When in Resistance)

It’s worse when you know you’re actually pretty decent at both — you know? When you’re NOT in Resistance? 
When the flow is FLOWING?

But you fall for the lie that you should ‘catch up’ by force and doing MORE and then you suck so you feel guilty. 
Cos you suck. 
So you do more and MORE to catch up by force. 
And you suck even more. 

It’s a vicious cycle and no one wins. 

Except Resistance maybe. 

Except...if Resistance is a gift? 
It was here to tell you to pause and look at something. The something here is probably your GUILT. 

Let it go. 

Choose one and do that. It’s not forever. But do your work thing and ONLY have that hat on. 
Only have mum hat on when it’s mum time.

Yes, you may not have chosen that time and it was an interruption to your work time. But if you’re choosing to be interrupted and want to stop the work to go play with your minis?

Only have that ONE hat on. 



    • (2) PERFECTION: 

You’ve released the guilt and started back on the thing you’ve been avoiding. 
Been RESISTING.... but then it’s not flowing easily! It’s not quite the same feeling you remembered from last time?

Or worse, you get interrupted again! And you don’t want the resentment to build. The guilt to come back. 

That’s because you aren’t letting go of PERFECTION. That’s why, when a little flow comes to you and you think ‘this isn’t right!’ 

Or ‘it doesn’t feel easy’ 

you’re the one stopping the flow before it gets a chance to...well, FLOW! 

Sometimes it starts as a little dribble and takes a little while before it becomes a roaring river that engulfs you and you’re in that delicious state of creating furiously (like me writing this with the sunrise because it has to come out!)

Also, sometimes you intend to get back to your writing project
(COLLECT CULTIVATE CREATE is still available for preorder for limited time!)
But mum life and interruptions means, you can’t. But you CAN get back to your painting project. 

It’s not perfect this flow that came. 
You also know that if you allow the trickle, it will soon flow over the rest of your work and life and the writing will get done too. 

Because when the flow FLOWS, your inner superwoman can come out and DO ALL THE THINGS

Plus! Without the guilt, it just leaves room for joy  and you get to bring that joy for your other hats too. You know you’re a better mum when you do!

Remember, You CAN have your big dreams. Dare to take it seriously and take the next step!


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“COLLECT CULTIVATE CREATE— Connecting with the creative process in your work & life” 
PREORDER at 50% OFF before it’s release!

I’m sharing more insights and learnings (including stuff about Resistance! Of course!) and my creative process to create my paintings. 

Which also applies to writing, making vlogs, running a biz. 

Anything that requires you to CREATE something. So almost everything in your work and life! 

Madison Whiteneck



Hey you
The creative one
The one just quietly sitting at the back

I see the work you’re creating
I see the heart and soul of it

The world may not label it as traditionally creative
But I see you swimming in that creativity juice.

I know you’re creative
I know YOU know you’re creative

You know it. 

well...On your good days

When you read this, you know
Talking to your biz /mindset/life coach, you know
When you hang in your favourite Facebook group with your biz besties, you know
When you’re typing out today’s message to send out & you feel it flow — you know

You feel it as you’re typing that product description for your latest offering
You feel it as you put the finishing touches on that new group coaching workshop
You feel it as you edit the latest interview for your podcast


On the bad days
The days you couldn’t quite get to do your journalling & intention setting
The days you feel just out of step, the rhythm just isn’t grooving as easily
The days you couldn’t get to your morning routine until 2pm

When your kids are randomly just shitty about everything
And you know they are reflecting your Resistance.

When you know you’re avoiding the very thing you were just saying how much you LOVE being able to do JUST YESTERDAY

You don’t FEEL it then.

You do know it… only deep down. Deep deep down a spark still flickers.

I see you
I know you



Your intention is to shine bright
You intention to share love & hope
You know those intentions on your good days ARE GOOD.
Even if today, a bad day, your intentions feels more like a ‘I-hate-everyone-I-only-want-to-binge-watch-Netflix-forever’

When it takes ALL YOUR ENERGY to stop the dam from breaking within and you just YELL at everyone & vomit all the frustration, repressed rage & deep deep fears masked as ‘rational reasoning’. 
Especially at your kids. Whom, of course, are being little shits today.


Remember that Resistance can be a gift

A reminder to reconnect to your spirituality. To yourself.
A reminder to keep shining your light
Keep connecting with your creativity
Keep doing the work you’re called to do

Keep the intentions from good days close
(write them on a sticky note for your bathroom mirror if necessary to help you remember them!)

Keep moving forward. One baby step at a time

Brushstroke by brushstroke, a painting is made
Letter by letter, a book is written
Moment by moment, a relationship is strengthened.

Just as every deep breath, helps you push through contraction by contraction,
To birth your baby
So it is for your big dreams.

i see you

✨i know you

I’m here cheering you on


p.s I wrote COLLECT CULTIVATE CREATE for you. Sharing my story and experience to help you connect with your creative process and use it for your work and life.

To collect the ideas and inspirations that’s calling to you

To cultivate a creative practice that nourishes you

To create the masterpieces that only YOU can bring to life

click here to preorder here for 50% off before it’s release: use code preorder (all caps!)

Madison Whiteneck


Let's not dwell on regrets
Let's not lament over ourselves with ‘if only’ ‘shoulds’ Or ‘not enoughs’
Let's not whisper the 'maybe I coulds...' the & 'I wish...' or the & 'I would love to...'

Claim those wishes
Claim those dreams
Claim those callings

Dare to claim it
Dare to dream
Dare to take the next step!

Express your dream
Express your desires
Express your dharma

If you’ve been waiting for a sign?


Waiting for permission?

let this be the permission

And really, YOU are the sign. 


Big dreams
Little dreams
As long as it’s YOUR dream

Let’s do this together & make 2018 a year of empowered expression. 
Of beauty & joy

Of being MORE
Of claiming ourselves. 



Collect Cultivate Create

Did you know the creative process is pretty much the same REGARDLESS of what you create?

Do you want to know how to work through each stage to finish creating your masterpiece?

Want to transform your mindset and change how you see your creative practice?

where your creativity is a habit not a skill

A habit & practice that nurtured both your work AND your life!

How do you stay creative & keep your creativity producing CONSISTENTLY?

Do you stop half way with your work and hit Resistance, not knowing how to move past it?

Want to learn the way an artist (me!) sees this part of the cycle as something to look forward to?
As something to embrace?

Want to learn how to move forward from that Messy Middle?


It’s a cycle that has clear stages and every part has its own hurdles to cross. From how to start, the Messy Middle and how to release it.

It's not just MY cycle! I've learnt it's really a mirror for YOUR creativity. By seeing my story, you will get an insight and new perspective on how to see AND work with YOUR creativity and how you show up in your work and life.

Along with my creative practice in connecting with my creativity. 
I share how you can collect inspiration and never run out of ideas

How you can cultivate your creative garden - to create that habit remember?

And how you create your masterpiece that’s calling you to release for the world

Use coupon code PREORDER to get 50% off before it's officially released!


Madison Whiteneck

How do you create in flow when you have kids taking up all your time? 

I had this question come up after my keynote speech at the Beautiful You Inspiration Day and I have so much more to say about the topic.

To be honest, it’s hard! To get into flow, I like having a decent stretch of time to slip into the zone. 
It’s hard when you get interrupted all the time because. Kids. 
It’s hard when all your time is spent dealing with kid stuff, appointments, cleaning, feeding, dealing with all the things! Plus how freaking SLOW they are to get anything done just to get out of the house!

So how?


embrace this season of your life

I’ve found the biggest tension came when I was looking at all the things I LACKED because of kids. Instead of flipping that around and EMBRACE this season of my life. 
By embracing it, you focus on finding a solution. On finding a way forward using what you have. Instead of focusing on the lack and gaps and ‘if only’


It means you really learn to weave your work and creations with your life and kids. And art is so much richer when it has your life woven into it!


It means you don’t have any time margin to overthink. There is no room to doubt and question every step. You have to strip all the fluff down to just the core. The meaty value that you can create and give.

I wrote the above in the minutes I had spare while keeping watch at the playground - then I got interrupted because...#mumlife

I saved this thinking I’ll add more that I had bubbling up later.

rookie mistake!

There is no adding later! The magic and flow is gone. But also the perfect demonstration of the ‘do it now’ practice. 
It’s short and no room/time to add more fluff and flair. Just the message and that’s it.

Gotta go! Bub is calling!

x B




You keep telling yourself Someday...
You keep telling yourself Tomorrow...
You keep wishing you had 'more time' or 'the magic bullet answer - the secret shortcut'

You keep saying 'if only I was.....more / better / good enough'

You keep wishing 'if only.... you could change your life, your family, your skills, your circumstances....'

You may have fallen for Lies of Resistance.

This digital booklet is a curated selection of Lies that Resistance tells you when you're on the path to doing, being & creating a life that's MORE than what you have now.

Whether that's a creative project, a change in habits & lifestyle or finally doing that thing you've been wanting to do for as long as you remember.

Whether it's to finally get your brushes out to paint
Or finally write that book
Or finally start that business
Or finally declare yourself a life coach
Or finally put yourself out there as a professional...instead of dabbling as an amateur hobbyist
Or change that career
Or to just buy that ticket and travel around the world

You're not doing it. 
Or you started but you got stuck.
Or you're almost there....but you can't quite finish


This short booklet will share how to recognise the lies, acknowledge it and even embrace it. 

But also how you can MOVE FORWARD with that Big Dream, that creative project, that growth in your life you're longing for!

Madison Whiteneck




LIES OF RESISTANCE: Waiting for inspiration before you start...

An excerpt from the booklet:

I totally understand. It’s so AMAZING when you get struck by the inspiration lightning bolt and you’re almost COMPELLED to go make the thing! 

It’s a romantic idea and something that we creatives are always in the search for. 

Here’s the thing 

Most of the great artists and creatives out there with amazing works to their name? They usually also have a HUGE body of work too. Not because they get struck by lightning that many times BUT because creating is part of a routine. A habit that they DEDICATE themselves to doing almost daily.  

It can feel like you’re waiting for the Muse to take her Sweet Ass time to come GRACE you with her presence.  

And sometimes, she can be fickle like that and she DOES come and strikes you with the IDEA TO END IDEAS…. 

However, as Steven Pressfield talks about in his book: The War of Art 

The muse needs to find you working in the studio. 

Whether that’s actually in front of the easel 

Or the computer screen 

Or playing your instrument 

Or with pen in hand 

She needs to see that YOU are putting the work in - only then will she give you the gifts of inspiration. 


If you'll like to read the rest, along with 7 other lies - grab your booklet today!



Madison Whiteneck
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Can I just take a moment to pause & hang out with you a bit?

Just need a moment to sit in a quiet, safe place. 

Doing more videos the last few months has made me push against some serious personal discomfort.

And LOTS of vulnerability & visibility hangovers...

You know, where you just want to hide in bed and don't want to make eye contact with anyone for a few weeks...

But only by doing it

like actually start - like actually press record

DAILY in one way or other? Just getting it done?

I got it done

Did it make easier?

Having that commitment and deadline?

Not's still hard. Still lots of wanting to hide & delete my facebook page...


Pressing record IS getting easier.

And I'm learning it isn't the tech that's stopping me.
It's not the lack of knowledge or NOT KNOWING what to say.

It was forgetting HOW TO CONNECT within, to the fears - the real ones

(about worth, about failures, about losing face)

that made me hit Resistance.

Now I'm re-learning to acknowledge the distractions as excuses & sabotages.

Connect within to peel away the protection to find the inner dream again.

Working with that connection, with your fears AND dreams.

Connecting within IN ORDER TO then bring that connection outside.

To others. To share, to teach, to shine your light, your message, your heart.


Yes all that reflection can take time.

And investing that time & attention is totally worth it. 


When you JUST DIVE IN despite the fears and press record?!

You gain a tiny bit of confidence.

You gain a tiny bit of new knowledge and evidence that you CAN do it.

And yes, when the fear comes up again?

You can face it with gentleness & that new little bit of confidence helps you look at it with fresh eyes.

Eyes that see the possibility of releasing it.
Rather than your usual eyes that only sees the fears and lies as reality.


Doing it DAILY makes it hard too!

But it also makes it a practice. A habit. 

Which is just another way of saying, a system to make you do what you say you want to do without having to wait until you 'feel' like it or 'ready' to do it.

Because we all know, most days you won't!

Until, by making it a practice, you DO feel like it.

You ARE ready.

But you've also moved on to the next level and next growth for yourself, your life & your creative practice!

Wouldn't that be amazing?

You already ARE AMAZING! Just don't allow the lies of 'not ready' or 'not worthy' or all the other excuses make you forget that...

x Brenda

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I share a  BONUS video inside the private Facebook Group where I walk through my WHOLE painting process - which is really my whole CREATIVE process.

Something I will be exploring with the other CREATIVITY CATALYST CLUB Members!!!

So YOU can take those concepts and apply it to the creative projects that is calling to be made. 
Or you're feeling stuck and not going anywhere with. 
There are tools to help.
There are simple yet powerful prompts to bring the FUN & FLOW back. 
There is a cycle to learn so you don't get tricked into thinking you're crazy or have lost your creativity!

So excited about the magic and synergy of creativity we will create, connect with & cultivate over 25 days! 

Madison Whiteneck

I see it in their eyes... the look of delight to talk art & creativity and colours...we chat more about my creative process...ideas, callings... and they tell me about their love of beauty and inspiration.

and then there it is

the twinkle in their eyes dull just a little as they tell me how they just DON'T DO IT ANYMORE...

the thing they LOVE - painting, drawing, sewing, writing... the creativity they found SO EASY when they were younger but now they don't...

Then, the worse moments are when they visibly harden their jaws a little and say something which basically translate as

'oh well! I guess that's something I live with. it's just what we do isn't it'

Some, I can see would take too much to change that mindset. They have determined THAT IS JUST THE WAY IT IS.

That creativity is for people like me who are LUCKY to INDULGE in it.

(SOOO not the case! Yes, I AM blessed. But that also denies the commitment & discipline to juggle being a full time mum & freelance work & commission clients while also stepping forward in faith - day after day that I do. Even when its super scary!)

I'm not talking about those people. I smile and nod my head and occasionally I might say: Oh but you can!

Usually I don't. It's not worth the energy to argue with someone who has already decided.

No, I'm talking about those who make similar statements but there is still a little question mark in their sentence.

'Oh Well! what can you do right?!'

But I know they are actually asking: what CAN you do? What can I do?

They're also hoping for some magic words from me! Maybe even the ONE MAGIC TRICK that will help them go from wishing to DOING.


Maybe you're here because you'll LOVE one of my original paintings one day, but deep down it's also because they remind you of the beauty of words or jewellery that you long to write / create.

Maybe you're here because you resonate with my art and creative practice of Chaos & Connection, Intuition & Intentions.

Or the inspired word doodle drawings resonate with your heart values in their simplicity AND complexity.

Because you want to create something that also reflects your heart values in simple ways that speaks to the intricacies of who you are - embroidery? photography? life coaching?

What I would say is:

no lovely, there is no one magic trick.

But that's actually good news!

It means, you get to CHOOSE! You get to choose YOUR magic trick. Or tricks! You can have more than one. YOU choose your path and your way and your art.

What I DO KNOW is this:

You'll need to DECIDE & EMBRACE that you CAN do something with your creativity EVERYDAY.

That's how you invite more creativity and flow and inspiration and all that magic we are chatting about.

You'll need to ACKNOWLEDGE & ACCEPT that your creativity is like a muscle - that needs exercising and being used DAILY.

But do it in simple sustainable ways!

In ways that is more than that ONE BIG PROJECT you're hoping to do. Think of it like showering and eating, make it a habit and something you JUST DO without making it such a HUGE deal.

You'll be in a better position to work on that BIG PROJECT in a consistent and FUN flowy way when your muscles are used often.

Also You'll need to think of your creative practice like a relationship - I like to visualise the Muse as creativity that is outside me.

So I can relate and connect in that way. Also so that when I feel stuck? I can ask her for input, so the pressure isn't ALL ON ME.

Like any relationship, it needs nurturing, attention & focused time. But also, like the best relationships - it's the daily, ordinary connections.

The little touches amongst the busy routines of life and work that makes a close, loving relationship more special. Am I right?

And lastly, I would share this month's Insider Exclusive wallpaper.


these wallpapers are available in the Insider library exclusively for insider members - please sign up here to gain access. Join today as older editions are removed when new artwork is released every month)


you'll need to remember and believe..

You are capable!

You WILL figure it out

You'll need to BELIEVE + Commit & Connect to and with your creativity

THEN? You'll create that inspired, beautiful life of creativity that the sparkle in your eye is longing for!

x Brenda

p.s Want to connect with your creativity in a way that was FUN & still FOCUSED? To have simple tools & exercises to Connect with your Creativity?


CREATIVITY CATALYST CLUB was made for you! Join a community of creatives JUST LIKE YOU to immerse in your creative practice. Have a loose structure of simple and quick prompts to explore new ideas and creative inspirations. (flexible enough to go YOUR way in YOUR timing but also still have something to lean on when it all gets too overwhelming!)


Madison Whiteneck

Feeling like you just never have enough time? 

That time is the missing link - the reason why you can't do the fun, joyful things you want to do. 

That you're feeling called to do - wishing to create or to finally finish!

Or just time to finish the work you HAVE to do so you can go off and relax with your knitting? With that book that's been sitting on your bedside table for half a year?

I totally get that. 

Some days I feel like I'm juggling a million things and the to do list doesn't end. It can be frustrating and I still catch myself cursing my lack of time. 


What if it was the secret for your success?

What if, because of your LACK of time, 
you end up having to just MAKE DO and film a short video while sitting in your car. 
(Like I did yesterday after kinder drop off)

What if, you end up having to just write up that blog post, write that sales email, finish the project



now i would totally love love love more time to focus. 

To do the dozen other projects I have burning within me to get out. 

And knowing this season of my life - baby making & preschooler herding - I'm going to be sharing that time and focus with little people who don't understand the concept!

Yet I also know that HAVING the time doesn't always equate to USING THE TIME for the actual DOING.

But when there is a deadline, when there is 'no' time:


Instead of researching some 'better' strategies. 
Instead of looking for better tools
Instead of talking about the idea some more to 'nut out' the exact outline / steps / best path forward.

What if you used the limited time - as a blessing? 


To just creating the artwork the best you can WITH WHAT YOU HAVE... 
which means what little time you do carve out.

(Ooh another story to explore - gonna #notetoself that for Creativity Catalyst)

It's a blessing because:

  • you don't get distracted by focusing on perfection - you just need to get it done as best you can.

  • you don't waste time with non-essentials - you need to get it done with what you have and that means NO FRILLS - us creatives LOVE FRILLS! We just think if we add more frills, somehow that will mean MORE people will love it too. 

    But then that perfect, beautiful frilly project?

    remains in our imagination

  • you don't get lost in doubts + fears + overthinking which usually ends up getting you stuck in overwhelm - you can't overthink when there is a deadline coming up! 

You've DECIDED to get it DONE. 

You don't have time or space to question the direction you've decided to go. 



Or just admitting to yourself - that it's NOT that you don't have the time. 

It's just not a priority for you.

You WANT & NEED to watch the new season of Games of Thrones.

Your priority is going out for dinner with your family

Your prioirity is to relax and scroll facebook as your self - care...

You honestly rather read that email/article or watch another movie.

creativity is about expressing your heart 

Not another thing you SHOULD be doing. 

I believe if that's what you want, what you need - then go do that! 

Maybe you're burnt out and need to collect, consume & absorb more inspiration, ideas or just space to chill out so your mind & heart can recover.

To give you more energy so that you're ready to DIVE IN to creating your next project.

How can you know?
This requires you to CONNECT with yourself. 

to KNOW in your heart really, honestly, what is it that you desire?

BUT saying you want to do something MORE creative
you 'don't have the time'? 

Reframe that to:

it's not a priority right now for me. 

If THAT rings true - then GO DO the thing that IS a priority for you.

BUT if deep down, you're still feeling that missing spark?

You're still feeling a little shy, voice saying

...but but but - I miss having fun and being creative!

I DO want to connect and do that project I keep thinking about!

I WANT TO BE the person that does these things instead of talking about it. 

I WANT TO do it and get it out there!! 

Instead of having it burn a hole in me. 

THEN you need to reframe that to:

i always have time for my priorities. 


The trick is then to USE THAT LIMITED TIME as a blessing! 

As the secret to ACTUALLY DOING IT.

Meaning, don't let it be a huge ass project.

Pick ONE SMALL STEP you can take TODAY that gets you moving forward in that direction.

Is it to cancel / postpone that movie marathon you'd agreed to?
Is it to write out 5 tools you need to get on your way home.
Is it to spend 10 minutes writing out the outline.
Is it to just gather the materials you need & spend 5 minutes starting the project... 
is it to organise a little babysitting so you can go out and attend that class
It could be something simple like jumping in puddles & noticing that it takes 2 minutes to change you mood & mindset 

Because in order to REFRAME anything - you need your mood AND mindset to be CONNECTED

THEN using that change in energy to propel you forward to the next 5 minutes.

x Brenda

P.S Want that immersion and connection to your creativity?
 Is that the spark you're missing and wishing you had more time for?



It's 25 days of creative immersion with simple prompts and workshops to connect within to your inner creative, to your world around you that feeds that creativity & to the divine.

To God/Spirit/The Muse who, like any relationship, needs your commitment and connection in order for it to thrive. 

Think simple, fun & spontaneous activities to follow (a loose structure you can follow so you don't get overwhelmed)

Think self-reflection in journalling & mindfulness - a practice & habit that's essential to deepen your connection to your creativity for your art AND life. 

Think a community of creatives for support & encouragement - plus the collective creativity & focus will create more magic & new inspirations than you could do alone!



Madison Whiteneck

Visiting my painting at my local cafe today & it was such a reminder of my painting (& creative!) practice.


i never know exactly what the end painting is going to look like!

Looking at them hanging on the wall, there were so many sections I LOVE but had no idea was going to end up that way.

The feeling and inspiration was there...the original intention and ideas are there...

But the exact colours? The actual brushstrokes? The ACTUAL OVERALL COMPOSITION?



had no idea it was going to end up like that! 

(that kind of unknown and surrendering to the process is probably the HARDEST & MOST FUN part of my work!!)

So when I was wishing I could JUST KNOW what CREATIVITY CATALYST is going to be about/look like/ experience. I was starting to feel the usual doubts creep in, when starting a new project.

PLEASE God?! What is it EXACTLY?

Um Hi Muse? I get the inspiration & feeling but what will it actually LOOK LIKE?


meaning - please please promise me it will be amazing/perfect.

Sometimes that means I wait and wait and wait for clarity - it doesn't always come.

So the project & inspiration dies.

Sometimes I push and push and demand clarity - and the artwork is nice, but the joy and spark and connection isn't quite there. Plus it makes the whole experience so hard and I start to resent my work!

Sometimes (& I'm learning how to do this better and more frequently) I remember that I only need to know the next step.

Know the intention. 
Follow the inspiration. 
Stay connected.

My paintings ALWAYS go through that process!

I have the 'structure' of the canvas boundaries.

I have the intention and feeling for the artwork I want to paint.

I have (sometimes) the colours I want to use or play with.

Then it's just a matter of stepping forward in faith, following the connection and the next step I CAN see.

Sometimes I still fall back into old habits of wishing I could see ALL THE STEPS and JUST KNOW ALREADY DAMMIT what the end picture will be like.

Which is where the stuck comes in.

Also where I might lose the momentum.

Then I lose touch with the creative connection

And then I lose the consistency with which all creative practice needs to stay in flow.

But that faith to surrender? To release the inner control freak AND inner critic? It's HARD. I know.



That's why I've had to make my process simple and daily. Even in small ordinary ways. 
Even if it's just a mindful awareness to stay connected, to notice inspiration. To act on what one TINY step I can take TODAY.

To keep the flow going. To keep momentum going. 
To keep the idea garden thriving and blossoming.

So I guess what I want to say is, 

what is it in your life that you need to release and trust the creative process? 

I'm all for structure and formulas!
But you're still stuck. OR Avoiding. OR Talking but not DOING...

Do you need to just take that one step you CAN see and embrace the chaos, the lack of KNOWING ALL THE ANSWERS?

Bring some PLAY back into it? Release some of the pressure and give it room to show you the next step? 

You won't be given the next step after that UNTIL you step forward - show that you're ready, have faith and WILLING to keep going.

And step by step you'll find yourself back into flow and a masterpiece will unfold in front of you!

x Brenda


P.S That structure? That creative process of Chaotic Play with Creative Purpose? That's what CREATIVITY CATALYST IS ABOUT! (yes, the more steps forward I took. The trust in the creative process.. The clearer the picture I received of what this club is all about!)

25 day immersion so you get the CONSISTENCY & COMMUNITY because you need both to maintain the CONNECTION to creativity.

And we explore how you can express yourself with your creative practice in life & work & relationships. 
How you can make it a simple part of your day
How you exercise your creative muscles and nurture your idea garden so you know how to get out of STUCK & Resistance when it comes.

Because it does come! It's part of the creative process! (we will explore this in the course!)

And Join Today to save $100!!

I go on maternity leave right after this course so I don't know when I'll run this immersion again - So now is the time! Today is the day!

Madison Whiteneck

I felt like making simple pancakes today for breakfast...but realised half way that I didn't have eggs in the house! 
So... facing a disappointed 3yr old who had been promised she could 'help make pancakes'

i had a choice. 

Just make our usual oats and muesli for breakfast
Somehow find and make a NEW recipe for eggless pancakes. 
I quickly scrambled to grab my phone and looked up eggless recipes.

Now I should say... I'm no cook. I suck at following recipes - I just can't get exact measurements right and a little part of me prefers to wing it!

But new recipes aren't easy for me! It's like learning a new skill. 

And the added pressure of hangry babies (both the 3yr old & the one in my belly) - there was very little margin for error. 

So I'm pretty happy with how these turned out. Not the best for sure! 
But Indy is happy AND they were edible! 
Which was the main goal!

But I got to thinking about a couple things. 


how easy it would have been to just go back to our usual breakfast. 
Doing what we always do.
Blame the lack of something so that meant I couldn't follow my plan perfectly - so why bother?
Not take another risk when it may mean tantrums and a whole morning of wasted ingredients if it doesn't turn out. 
Not to mention, HANGRY!

Well, then I miss out on learning something new 

(I prob won't use that recipe again - because I prefer my simple recipe WITH eggs!) 

but I also learnt

however subliminally 

that i can solve problems that come my way

that a lack of the right tools doesn't have to be the end of the road

that taking a risk (however small) is OK

that if I let go of the exact outcomes - I can still get a sense of play, experimentation & quality time skill sharing with my little girl!

What little way could you be missing out on being a little more creative in your day?

Even in a small tiny way?

Even in a very imperfect and 'ordinary' way?


I got to thinking also, of how I (& probably all of us) use our creativity in little ways every day.

We're not robots - not just bumbling along following a preset formula and routine that we repeat day in day out.

When we play
When we listen to music and make another playlist
When we take photos of something on the weekend
When we retell a story over dinner
When we coordinate our schedules to squeeze in one more appointment AND still make that movie
When we cook
When we solve problems like having no eggs

What little creative activity do you do everyday but don't acknowledge? 

How would it change how you nurtured your creativity if you saw just HOW MUCH you use it daily?

Cooking is a creative activity I like, 
am totally not good at, 
doesn't come naturally to me
 I enjoy the fruits of it - eating, seeing master chefs creating their art, watching shows on it
wish I could do more of!
but I never seem to have the time!

or honestly, i say that i don't have the time. 

That I like having ALL the right 'tools' and ingredients.
That I don't like wasting all that food when it doesn't work out (which is frequent unfortunately)

Sometimes I blame my lack of some appliance or other (even though I wouldn't know how to use it!)

Sometimes I make it a HUGE DEAL and need 5 hours because it's go big or go home...

But there are little moments when I remember...

now is the time

It only takes a moment to choose to move forward

It only takes the DECISION to choose 'what the hell, lets try it!'

And to acknowledge and be SO grateful for the opportunity to connect, learns and PLAY. 

With my inner child, with my actual child and with creativity and the Muse.  


Which only serves to boost my confidence to try more 'ambitious' recipes. 
Or even
Make up one of my own!

Just from a small, ordinary plate of eggless pancakes...

x Brenda

p.s CREATIVITY CATALYST is launching this week!! 
For us creatives who want a little bit of structure (think 25 days of creativity immersion with simple daily exercises/workshops to connect with the Muse)
To nurture our creative practice into a deeper connection of chaotic play with creative purpose. 

For first dibs on early bird pricing ($100 savings!) and free training

Madison Whiteneck


Specifically, time for creativity

Time to do something that gives you joy and expresses yourself.

Time to express your soul - if you want to go down that road! (I do!)


Or you know, just having fun!

Playing uses more creativity than we realise.


Not having enough of it

Trying to 'find it' 
Find 'more' of it
Making it
Squeezing it from elsewhere in your life


But you're on your phone right now. Or Facebook Or Instagram Or the dark hole of emails

You 'found' time to do that.


You managed to find a way to 'squeeze' that in

You 'made time' to watch the new season of whatever just came out.


Now, I'm talking as much to ME as to you here.

I'm all for social media and I love me some mindless scrolling.

It's awesome and quick way to stay in touch.

It's great to see the amazing creations other people are making!

I also love it for inspiration gathering


It's a great way to decompress after a long day of work, kid wrangling, house maintaining, physical self maintaining and ALL.THE.THINGS

I totally get that! I'm not saying don't do it ever ever again.

But too much consuming means you just get full and bloated from other people's creation.

Or like junk food, you never really get truly full and nourished and you're always going back for more. But never being fully satisfied.

Too fat and tired to create.

You lose the muscles, skills or even energy to create.

There is a line - from being filled with inspiration and using that energy to create on one side


being addicted to just taking taking takin in and nothing going out

Constipation comes to mind.

Are you getting creativity constipation?

(OMG am I actually just talking about constipation? I'm writing this from flow and not letting my logical mind from editing this message I felt called to share!)

Now, I wrangle a 3 year old full time. House. Work. Relationships. And being pregnant makes everything SO MUCH SLOWER.

I do feel your pain. And that bloated feeling, I am LITERALLY feeling that if I eat my usual amount of food. There is literally something inside me waiting to COME OUT. and I can't consume too much or I will suffer some serious pain.

BUT!! Hard truth time.

We all have the same amount of time as Beyonce (who just had twins!) or that person you know who juggles ALL THE THINGS

Before we get all shamey and guilty about how shit we are.

Just truly think to yourself, maybe you're just not prioritising your creativity.

Which is totally fine! Maybe in this season of life, you life is full of all the things you value right now. If so, let go of the guilt and shame and stand firmly in the choice you have made. You go girl!


But if you're not. I think you know what I'm trying to say.

Sure, you're busy and all. But if you're being honest with yourself... you haven't truly prioritised your creativity.

Not really in the way that is important to you

Yes - it helps if it was for work... If it was a work deadline and someone else is waiting on you. You totally would do it.

As someone who uses my creativity daily professionally, yeah, maybe it is easier for us to do it. DAILY. ON CUE.

But also not. There is a difference between doing something JUST FOR WORK.

and something for creative expression.

All you creatives know what I mean. 

You get burnt out on work stuff and don't feel the joy of being immersed in it. Of the play and fun. 
Of the joy in being so INSPIRED that the creations POUR OUT of you. 

Also, you'll notice that your work starts to get a bit stale. A bit same same... dull

I'm talking about truly being in flow.

Not the forced-I-need-something-done-now kind.

The playful, fun kind!


So are you making it IMPORTANT for you and really your IDENTITY that you connect with your creativity?

Not just put it on your calendar like an appointment.

But also prioritised in a way that you prioritise stuff that you don't EVEN THINK ABOUT anymore.

I'm talking:

Having your morning coffee.
Eating food. Showering
Doing Laundry
Posting a snap on your Instagram
Watching that TV show.
Having dinners out.
Reading reviews of hotels & tourists spots for your next holiday destination.


I know, there are some serious consequences IF YOU DON'T DO some of those things. Like life or death type.

What if you could see your creativity and doing something creative is just part of your EVERYDAY.

A habit.

an ordinary, perfectly simple and maybe even 'boring' habit.

Not some giant ass project that you do and then it's done.

Maybe it isn't 'time' that's stopping you but your Resistance.
Resistance to this image of your creativity being built up to be this BIG ASS THING that has to be done in this PERFECT WAY. 

which includes 5 hours of UNINTERRUPTED time and ALL your tools and making something PERFECT and BEAUTIFUL and it feels in flow and fun and joyful.....

omg no..

I get maybe a total of 8-ish hours of time to do my creative work. PER WEEK. I do this professionally people!!!

Uninterrupted? maybe an hour or two on my 2 work days. Which are also the days I run errands and do a bout a million other admin/marketing/sales/customers service/logistics and general non-creating part of life. 

And believe me. I feel you. I honestly do.

I still daydream of long days of just playing in my studio and following whatever comes across my imagination.

But if I kept daydreaming, it becomes another form of consuming. But from my mind.

The muscles still get weak and the constipation is still there.

And to be honest? My own mind interrupts me! The inner critic. Other monkey mind things.

My suggestion? Embrace the Imperfection.

Treat it as part of your everyday - and do something SMALL and even if it feels too ordinary and 'why even bother'? 

Bother because it's part of maintaining the habit. Part of putting out something so you don't get constipated!


Another way I stay connected? 
Noticing that some things I do - like taking photos of Indigo doing something - I tap into my creativity just a little. 

I don't acknowledge it but when I do, I reconnect to it. 

Kinda like noticing when your partner does something small for you - like switch on your electric blanket so it's warm when you go to bed - it's so every day that you don't notice it anymore.

And yet, when you do AND you acknowledge it? It helps you reconnect deeper doesn't it! 

what if you thought of your creativity as a relationship to a part of yourself that is just as important as a loved one.

Like any relationship that is important to you, you know how essential it is to make the effort AND TIME to connect and reconnect.

Neglecting it doesn't mean it will go away.

Neglect means some serious consequences BUT you've just learnt to live with it.

There is that general sadness in the air. Where you both look longingly at each other but the gap between you is only getting bigger everyday.

I'm talking feeling like something is missing.

Feeling a little lost. Like there is something you haven't done.

Not feeling satisfied.

All the usual 'fun' things you do like watching another viral video just isn't enough anymore.

it's the eating too much junk food unsatisfied feeling.

You can ignore it for a while but when it really gets your attention. It can feel even HARDER and more OVERWHELMING to try to fix it then.

So I know some people just put it down as 'I'm just not really that creative'

or 'I don't have time for that - it was something I did when I was younger' (and had more time I presume)

Like any relationship that you've lost touch with. I know it may feel like you need to go BIG! Like couples holiday! or do something extravagant! 12 dozen roses! Go skydiving together?! Quit your job and make 100 artworks for 100 days straight!


We like simple and 'ordinary' because it means you're more likely to do it more often. Maybe even daily!

Like making a cup of tea and spending 10mins together to talk about your day. 
(for me that's journaling & reflecting on inspiration or ideas of where I feel that my current creative project is going. It reconnects me to my creative practice)

Like taking 2 minutes to acknowledge one another and connecting (& committing) to connect again in the middle of the busy-ness of your day. 
(for me that's taking photos of little things I see in my environment that my creative self points out. Like a little kid, that notices something new, different or it connects the dots on something you've been thinking about

Or just jotting down that random idea or quote or song or colour that strikes me. No questions asked about why or for what. I just notice, acknowledge it and record it for reference later. 

I think it's the acknowledgement part that keeps me in good relationship with my creative practice. EVEN when I'm in the middle of pushing the shopping trolley and trying to navigate a busy grocery store with a hungry, tired 3 year old.)


I bet, if you really dug deep. You'll know within. An inner knowing if you like.
That little voice that's been calling out to you to 'come play with me!' or 'I miss you - I miss us!'

And you will KNOW what one small thing you can do, something 'ordinary' and simple you can do to reconnect.

Don't question if it's 'good enough' or 'enough to make a difference'.

Just start. Embrace the Imperfection of it. 

and then, you'll find you don't need to FIND time. You've found something better. You've found the little spark you need to make that relationship AMAZING again.

x Brenda

RE: CREATIVITY CATALYST - If you want to explore your creativity & deepen your connection to your creative practice. If you want to learn with a simple structure of prompts and exercises to tap into your creativity muscles.
If you want to harness your chaotic creativity into one of FLOW & PLAY & PURPOSE


It's 25 days of immersion to cultivate our creative practice.

With simple & quick daily workshops, exercises or prompts to connect with the Muse so your creativity stays in chaotic AND consistent flow. 


Madison Whiteneck

Gratitude is in the air.

SOOO MUCH has happened since the last time I wrote you in these monthly updates! 

So, June - I ran my first EVER online intentional art making course-workshop-class-thingy.

I like calling it my Deliberate Doodles Workshop because it's more than just passive learning, which a 'course' feels like.

You actually need to workshop through some meaty concepts - lots of self reflection as well as general, practical How-Tos of my art making process.

if you're like - ooooo that sounds totally interesting and have no idea what i'm talking about: check it out here >>> deliberate doodles (sign up for the free resources and go through the 5 day challenge where you get a taste of the process and develop your own deliberate doodles practice. nurture your creative practice in partnership with your mindfulness practice too. all with a simple pen and paper)

Anyway, I digress.

In the middle of that online course - workshop running and general hanging out with awesome students who are so AMAZING at trying something new.
Diving into my process.
Learning about themselves. 
Exploring their own unique marks. 
Reflecting on their own flavour of doodles and drawings. 
Mindfully observing their thoughts as they went on this journey. 

I had a mini family holiday / babymoon in Fiji.


And you would think that is why I'm feeling the gratitude in the air.

Which I mean, I totally am! 

But there were some days, when the amount of tired whingeyness + 3 year old happiness yelling + pregnant belly painful kicks just OVERFLOWED MY CUP OF ANNOYANCE.

you know what I mean?


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I'm in a GORGEOUS tropical island.

The weather is just PERFECT. Not so hot that you're sweating like a pig (pregnant lady sweating ain't pretty y'all)

But hot enough that I could just hang out in my travel dress blowing in the breeze. 

We were walking distance to the beach where there was barely a handful of people so there was stretches of sand to just walk and daydream. 

A pool and lounges to hang out in - where the only concern was: Do we have fairy floss today? Or ice cream?

ok - yeah it was pretty amazing. 

My point is that, it's only when you're able to see the whole bigger picture? That the gratitude can feel so much easier. Almost obvious. You know?


again, that's not really why I'm feeling the gratitude in the air.

Indigo and I promptly got sick once we returned home. Like the usual sore throat, chesty cough stuff.

I got the usual mum version, where it's bad enough to feel a bit shit. But not enough to really take a day off to stay in bed.

Because 3 year olds with the usual chesty coughs still has THINGS TO DO and wants to still PLAY AND BE ENTERTAINED but with a healthy dose of short temper and irritation due to said illness. 
So there was that. 

Nothing like feeling grateful for your health when you DON'T ACTUALLY HAVE IT.

Like losing my voice the week after. After I thought to myself - Ooo I should get back to doing some work I'm behind on because 1 week of illness 'should' be over next week.

I mean, it is good sometimes (maybe not while you're in voiceless-hell where your throat is on fire) to be reminded on the things you HAD that you are so grateful for.

I am so grateful that my sore throat is gone. 

I am so grateful for a loving husband who had to pick up the slack as the girls in his life wallow in a pool of self-pity and hangry moods...that could just have been me....

I'm not talking about that.

Not the 'you SHOULD BE' grateful type burdens.


but the goosebumps, sense of awe and blessing washing over you type gratitude.

The kind of gratitude that has the power in being able to change your day. 

Your mood. Your mindset. The way the whole world reacts to you!

Sometimes it just strikes you out of the blue! Like a surprise knock to the head.

Other times, you have to really work at it. Mindfully, consciously, almost fight-your-own-damm-bad-mood-self and REFRAME and CLAIM that feeling for yourself. 

That's what I'm talking about. That's what I'm feeling in the air. (What I'm learning to re-create in the air if I have to)

also, the way that art gets created when made from that place.

I'm thinking the majesty of the Sistine Chapel.

Van Gogh's paintings of the landscapes.

Any painting where you can almost viscerally FEEL the JOY AND BEAUTY OF LIFE pulsating from the brushstrokes.

Or like the 'Happy' song. 

The beaming smile of a 3 year old when you say OK, yes! Let's get a cupcake for morning tea.

the intricacies of a baby being 'knitted together' in the womb without any conscious effort from the mother.

Or...just like our last day in Fiji. Literally the last day there. On the flight home. Looking out the window as the captain did his little speech to welcome us all aboard the flight. 
Like literally as we were taking off. There was THE MOST AMAZING SUNSET we had ever seen in our lives.

The colours. The combination of colours - Like having the best photo filters over it but it's ACTUALLY REAL LIFE. The way the clouds reflected the light.

Hubby and I were trying to take photos - but in the end no camera could do the colours justice.

I could only just sit there and try to sear those colours into my memory.

It was like all of creation was singing out loud IN SUCH JOY to God at the majesty and beauty of all that we could see in that huge horizon.

Any art where you can FEEL the heart and soul of the artist and the resonance of expression for all the beauty they see in their world.


To choose that true sense of gratitude. Sunset or not.

To feel it in your bones, in every cell.

You could be creating your own kind of art just within yourself!

And I bet, you will see it reflected in the world around you.





You may also enjoy what I shared for these wallpaper artwork:

Show Up

When It Seems Impossible

Do What You Can

When You Want To Start Over 

Madison Whiteneck

Show Up
Show Up
Show Up
& After awhile the muse shows up too

There is a misconception… that has occasionally developed into a deceiving lie. That creative people, like me, are just SO FULL of creative inspiration that we HAVE TO create art. 

Like a bubbling, overflowing pot that’s about to burst forth and that’s what the end result is. The artwork. An expression of something that couldn’t be contained.


In some ways, that is true.
There are magical moments like that where you just feel like you’re possessed.


Positively mad & so full of energy that you know you do HAVE TO ride this wave and create the thing that’s bursting to be born.

It’s intense and crazy and sometimes really awesome. 

besides the burn out

and our very human need to sleep, eat, play & all those normal things. 


That’s the 90% of all creative endeavours. 

Especially when, like me, you’re doing this as your job.

There really isn’t a magic formula. Every creative, especially those with a sustainable creative practice, has some form or other of this formula.

You show up.

You do the work in front of you.

You go home & rest.

Tomorrow, you show up again and repeat. 

Some of us like to infuse music.
Some like to start with a ritual of research, the perfect cup of coffee or an exercise routine.
Others sleep in until the afternoon before stepping into their respective studios.

But in the end that ‘formula’ is the same. 

The muse can’t show up to shower you with that intense energy of creativity to be burst forth on the canvas,

if you’re not there standing in front of the canvas. 


I use to keep a sketchbook journal where I wrote a lot of notes.

My sketchbook was never anything arty & fancy. I didn’t paint in it much or do full-page drawings. Yes, there are plenty of doodles and sketches. Mainly just notes.

Nowadays, I love my iPhone. There is a folder in my Evernote called ‘Inspiration for paintings’ I also have notebooks for quotes. Plus my ‘notes’ nowadays are just quick random photos from my everyday life.

I’ve found, with the fullness of a mama life, I have to be prepared for little notes of inspiration from the muse no matter where I am.

Before kids, I was usually in the studio and I could just start on the inspiration straight away. At the very least I was only a few steps away.

Nowadays, I could literally be doing the grocery run, hands full of trolleys, toddlers & tantrums. 

So if something makes me stop for a moment, I’ve learnt to just notice. To catch the whisper of inspiration before if fades.

just notice! that’s a practice too!

I take a photo and know that my weekly photo reviewing will mean I will put it into the appropriate notebook. If I have an extra second, I put it into the notebook straightaway with notes. 


That’s why, questions like: where do you get your ideas?

is such a hard one to answer.

It could have been a single moment during a very busy, monkey mind day. 
My intuitive mind stopped everything to focus on this flower I noticed on my way to buy milk. It was only a split second, but the pause was definitely there. 

And that somehow, when reviewed with my notes, inspired another photo of this texture I saw while I was walking to the cafe during a kinder run.

Mixed with maybe a half dozen other inspirations I don’t even know I’m thinking of.

My days are already so full that I only have time to just create from these ideas that are waiting patiently to be created.

Most days, I don’t have the time, or energy or mind space to back track my incredibly crazy, complex & multi-directional ideas to where they originated from. 

And to be honest, I'll rather just create than question the source of the inspiration. 


So instead of waiting for inspiration to strike, show up at the easel. 
Show up at the writing table
Show up to the guitar/piano/drum set
Show up in the kitchen.
If you wait until you have the idea, you’ve probably missed the moment when the muse shows up. She’s fickle like that.



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some days i may not feel like it either. 

Like there is a huge cloud covering my minds eye on where to go next. 

I’ve found that just showing up in the studio still helps. Even if all I do is clear up my space.

The act of decluttering can also work it’s own magic. It creates a kind of stirring up of the bottom of the river.
Something may uncover itself in your mind as you’re consciously occupied in something mundane. 

There is also a kind of silence when you’re just in your space. Even if it’s just sitting in front of the screen with the blank page.


  1. Keep a folder of ideas & notes to cultivate your inspiration garden. 
  2. Show up at your ‘space’ of creation anyway & touch your tools. Paints, pens, keyboard, clay, wool. Clearing, cleaning, tidying & decluttering can also help stir up some of that dusty fog in your mind.
    At the very least, it clears a space both physically (or even just digital folders) to make room for the new creation that you must TRUST is coming.
  3. Just START. Know that it will be bad, release the pressure for perfection and get some paint onto that canvas. Words onto that blank page. Fingers on the keyboard. 

where do you get your ideas?





You may also enjoy what I shared for these wallpaper artwork:

When It Seems Impossible

Do What You Can

Let us Begin

When You Want To Start Over 

Madison Whiteneck